Having an Epiphany – a new view on life and what’s important
I’ve realised that the last 12 months have been a journey. It wasn’t the journey that I had originally set out on and certainly not what I expected. My “12 Months to Freedom” haven’t been at all what I expected. The original intent of the journey was purely financial. My goal was to make more money, and to do it completely in a way that I can escape my day job. This is a very laudable goal. And it is still something that I will accomplish.
Instead I have discovered freedom of a different sort. More on that in a bit.
Regarding my internet business, I am currently actively operating four other websites: personalbudgethelp.com, the-aes.org, howtoincorporate.ca, and my latest project, evolved human.com. This is a lot! Most people who start in internet marketing recommend picking only one project and concentrating on it until it start to make you money. I have other sites that I have more-or-less let go to the wayside and am not actively working on at all for the time being. Once in a while I may drop into them and plug an article or two on there, but they are not going to be a big focus for me. Not now, at least. Who knows what the future holds?
If I were to be working fulltime in writing (internet marketing), then I could manage on my own I would estimate 10 sites. I don’t go for the minisite model. It’s just not my style. At least not today. I might try it again for some products and see what happens. I tried it for howtoincorporate.ca and had very limited success with that. At present it seems to make no difference with that style or the website style that I am using right now. I think I have to change the website quite a bit, though. And there are other sites that I think I will change a fair bit in the next couple of months. The AES is certainly going to have a huge change in its overall site. And that will happen within the next week or two, I think.
But more about my epiphany.
I have learned that freedom is often more about how you view yourself and your world than it is about what you are doing. This is difficult to explain, as it took me over a year to come to this. I am free. I want more freedom than I currently have, but I have only come to realise exactly how free I am! I have increased my income only slightly. Mostly because of finding some offline income, even through online sources. Yes, the internet is a great advertising medium. And it has brought me more clients than I expected – or at least in a manner that I didn’t expect. I was hoping for many, many small paying clients that each mean a few hundred dollars (at most) each year. Instead I got a few clients and each means a few thousand dollars each year. And that, to me, is just as good – maybe better!
I don’t need to expect perfection in my freedom from the job goal. I know that it will happen eventually. I even have a date in mind. It’s not exactly what I had hoped for. And the business is not what I had originally planned. Btu that’s irrelevant. I will make that business work very well. But I will also change the way it is traditionally done and move it to something that is better, more lucrative, and gives me the long term financial and other freedoms that I really desire. I can’t reveal what it is right now because of outside reasons. But it’s great! By this time next year everyone who even sees this site will understand.
Running a business, any business, is a full time job. At least for the first while – usually at least three years and sometimes as much as ten. But then you can start to step away and let the business run itself. This should be possible with any business. If you have set the business up such that you have to be there and run the company, even a professional services company, such as accounting or law, then you are doing something wrong. Most lawyers, accountants, doctors, engineers are no more than employees. Sure, they own the profits. Btu the companies they run will disappear without them. I’ve discovered it doesn’t’ have to be that way! I’ve discovered that there are ways to run any business to that point where it can start to run itself. And I aim to do that with several over the next few years.
I’ve learned that freedom also isn’t purely financial. It’s discovering one’s self. If that is not done, then freedom cannot exist. We are full of illusions in this world. We are slaves to our jobs, our spouses, our responsibilities, and our choices. We don’t have to be. If we are fully cognisant of who and what we are, then we can truly make the choices that matter most and decide what freedoms we are going to have and which ones we are going to limit. Money doesn’t have to come in huge bundles to be free. In fact, it can enslave a person if allowed to. And that is what had happened to me. The enslavement to money is what most of us experience. And breaking free from that is the most difficult path in the world to follow.
I’ve realised that understanding was more important than anything else I could have learned throughout my 12 months’ journey. Soon I’ll be moving onto the next 12 months. I have become a lot freer than I was. In another month’s time I will have completed the whole 12 months of this initial journey. Where will my freedom be in one months’ time? I doubt that I will be able to quit my job. And I don’t care, as I have chosen a certain path. I don’t need to quit it at that time. I will, however, continue to work towards finding my definition and my ultimate freedom. I will be doing exactly what I want to be doing by the end of my second 12 months – likely much sooner. It doesn’t matter what anyone else does or how they help or don’t help. My self realisation has given me the strength to get where I need to. In two year’s time I will be far past that, as well. Just watch me!
Every 12 months is a journey. And with each journey I become free.
